Dear mother...

I never intended to be everything u wanted,
but still,
i wish i were more than this,
i never knew if i loved u,
i dont regret such thing...
but still,
u were the one,
cuz theres no one as special as U!
sometimes, or maybe,
almost always,
i might hate you,
but that as a reason so strong as the reasons why i love you,
never,
but never ignore that fact,
that im still here,
i just,
sincerely hope,
in a next chance u can change,
i hope so much,
or as much as i hope to change my self,
Always!

today is that day,
i should call you,
-hey mom, happy mothers day,
but i wont!
and thats why,
i cant say i love you,
but u were sometimes there...

Well thats more than nothing...