nada de cocegas tá meu menino???

nada de cocegas tá meu menino???

Answer here

cover dos queen...post 23 of txuga's Hole

http://noperfectpeople.tumblr.com/post/1094036209/cover-of-a-song-originally-from-quen-awesome

My favorite musical quotes!!!! part 1

"I've been alone with you inside my mind,and in my dreams i've kissed your lips a thousand times..."




"Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah..."




"And so it is the shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky..."




"you cheat us when you feed us with the lie..."






"Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me..."




"Son, your life's an open book
Don't close it 'fore it's done..."

Uauuu...na sei se gosto da ideia!!

Sida: ONU avança com dois ensaios para testar gel vaginal com capacidades de reduzir infeção por HIV
Ontem

Nova Iorque, Estados Unidos, 03 set (Lusa) - Dois ensaios clínicos estão planeados para testar um gel vaginal que mostrou potencial em reduzir o risco de contaminação do vírus HIV, "o que seria um grande avanço na proteção das mulheres", informaram hoje as Nações Unidas.
Segundo um estudo feito pelo Centro de Investigação da SIDA na África do Sul (CAPRISA), um parceiro do programa da ONU na área dos estudos e combate do HIV/sida (UNAIDS), o gel reduz em 39 por cento o risco de infeção durante as relações sexuais.
O website oficial da ONU afirma que o estudo foi conduzido com mulheres entre os 18 e os 40 anos de idade, que usaram o gel durante 12 horas antes de praticaram relações sexuais.

A casa pia no meu ponto de vista!

Condenações:

Carlos Silvino: 18 anos
Carlos Cruz: 7 anos
Ferreira Diniz: 7 anos
Jorge Ritto: 6 anos e 8 meses
Hugo Marçal: 6 anos e 2 meses
Manuel Abrantes: 5 anos e 9 meses

A este caso só posso dizer uma coisa, Grande porra...
dia 3 de setembro foram lidas as sentenças, nao podemos ver isto como definitivo pois vao haver muitos recursos ás mesmas, mas mesmo que estes recursos nao dêem em nada e as sentenças se mantenham, nao ha motivos para felicidades e suspiros aliviados!

estava a coisa de 20 minutos atras a ver o resumo das sentenças e fiquei fula mesmo...
as penas são absurdas!!!!!
mesmo ke 18 anos sejam uma eternidade, é pouco para 126 crimes de pedofilia comprovados!!!

friendship...

i dont really know what this is, sometimes we play fool of it...
but sometimes we still dont know what that word means...

Ill Niño - What You Deserve

Exilia - Your Rain

Exilia - Kill Me

Hitler's perfection was dismissed!!!

Hitler's perfection was dismissed!!!

Pois é...para além de assassino era Hipocrita(mesmo sem saber), boa!!!!

QUINTA-FEIRA, 26-08-2010, ANO 11, N.º 3862


Adolf Hitler poderia ter sangue judeu e africano...O_OO_O_O_O_O_O_O_O_O

Judeus e africanos eram, na opinião de Adolf Hitler, elementos de duas raças «sub-humanas». Agora, graças a exames de ADN de parentes do antigo ditador alemão, descobriu-se que o líder nazi tinha antepassados em ambas.

Os resultados estão publicados na revista belga Knack. A investigação foi coordenada pelo jornalista Jean-Paul Mulders e o historiador Marc Vermeeren, que utilizaram para os testes um guardanapo utilizado por um sobrinho-neto de Hitler, que vive em Long Island, nos Estados Unidos. Depois, seguiram 39 parentes do antigo ditador.

O cromossoma Haplopgroup E1b1b (Y-DNA), raramente encontrado na Europa Ocidental e muito comum entre os berberes de Marrocos, assim como na Argélia, na Líbia e na Tunísia, foi descoberto durante os testes. Os Ashkenazi e os judeus sefarditas também costumam apresentar este cromossoma.

Na mesma revista lê-se que existem artefactos de Hitler, com o seu ADN, guardados na Rússia. O acesso a este material poderia acabar com a especulação sobre a ascendência do principal responsável pela Segunda Guerra Mundial e pelo Holocausto.

Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff

aptece as vezes não????

Noisuf - X - Toccata Del Terrore

noisuf-x, voodoo ritual

A minha escolha .1---- With Me by Sum 41

já alguma vez tiveram esta sensaçao, eu já....

spiral os straight???

spiral os straight???

Answer here

Temperar um gato vivo!! O_o

O gato Navarro foi temperado com óleo, pimenta e pimentão e colocado no porta-malas por Gary Korkuc

Um homem está sendo processado por crueldade contra animais em Buffalo, Nova York, depois que um gato vivo foi encontrando temperado com óleo e pimenta no porta-malas de seu carro. As informações são da agência AP
.
Policiais ouviram o gato miar quando pararam Gary Korkuc, 51 anos, em uma operação de rotina na noite do último domingo. Os investigadores encontraram então o animal em uma gaiola, coberto de azeite, pimenta e pimentão.
Korkuc disse aos policiais que fez isso porque o gato, chamado Navarro, tinha se comportado mal. O homem foi acusado de crueldade e liberado. Os investigadores disseram que ele admitiu que ia cozinhar o gato e falou uma série de outras coisas sem sentido, como que seu gato macho estava esperando filhotes.
Navarro foi limpo e colocado para adoção por integrantes de uma organização defensora dos animais.

O sakana!!!Era meter um gajo num tanque com caranguejos assassinos!!!(Se é que isso existe, o proximo post deve ser sobre iss!!!)

Liberdade!!

Liberdade, em filosofia, designa de uma maneira negativa, a ausência de submissão, de servidão e de determinação, isto é, ela qualifica a independência do ser humano. De maneira positiva, liberdade é a autonomia e a espontaneidade de um sujeito racional. Isto é, ela qualifica e constitui a condição dos comportamentos humanos voluntários.

Definiçao extraida Wikipédia (treta de enciclopedia mas serviu)

Ist é tudo muito giro e tal, mas, tenho uma questao, sem intenção de revogar quaisquer opiniões,onde está ela??
a verdadeira liberdade??
Porque, mesmo quando me entrego aos devaneios na minha suposta liberdade nao sou livre!
somos todos prisioneiros de uma sociedade precavida de pecados e maldições..
e talvez seja esse o motivo pelo qual, nao me sinta livre!
carrego os meus ancestors nos meus ombros, i disso, nunca me libertarei...
mas onde está ela pergunto??
alguem a viu??
eu não!

Lord Byron

Darkness, by Lord Byron

had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this their desolation; and all hearts
Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:
And they did live by watchfires--and the thrones,
The palaces of crowned kings--the huts,
The habitations of all things which dwell,
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consum'd,
And men were gather'd round their blazing homes
To look once more into each other's face;
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:
A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;
Forests were set on fire--but hour by hour
They fell and faded--and the crackling trunks
Extinguish'd with a crash--and all was black.
The brows of men by the despairing light
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smil'd;
And others hurried to and fro, and fed
Their funeral piles with fuel, and look'd up
With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
The pall of a past world; and then again
With curses cast them down upon the dust,
And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawl'd
And twin'd themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless--they were slain for food.
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again: a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought--and that was death
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails--men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devour'd,
Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lur'd their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Which answer'd not with a caress--he died.
The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two
Of an enormous city did survive,
And they were enemies: they met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place
Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things
For an unholy usage; they rak'd up,
And shivering scrap'd with their cold skeleton hands
The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
Each other's aspects--saw, and shriek'd, and died--
Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful was a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless--
A lump of death--a chaos of hard clay.
The rivers, lakes and ocean all stood still,
And nothing stirr'd within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal: as they dropp'd
They slept on the abyss without a surge--
The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The moon, their mistress, had expir'd before;
The winds were wither'd in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need
Of aid from them--She was the Universe.

Discipline??

What??
chamaste-me de novo,
refreaste os medos e agora???
esperas por mim...
nunca fui presa ou predador,
apenas eu....
nós...
pois jamais te lavantas-te...
agora falas de disciplina...
(O_O)
eu dou-te a disciplina!!!!!
num olho é o ke é!!!

this is the first day of my life!

I wish it was, i wish i could, i wish i knew...
Hopes, nah!!!

I am not afraid, just not happy with it!!!

porto-me como uma little girl in this world, tal como exilia disse...

podia ser rider na storm verantil, like the Doors said...

i cude ride U, u say...

what can i say...
how can i answer????
regrets not, as all that remains disse!!!!

The looks, and death!!!

i stared...
how great, how beautiful, just awesome...
but its a too high cost!!
i don't care but i have to!
i went forward....
my first mistake..
but its fine for me,
one day ill, die!
and all my problems and mistakes go with me..

except for the consequences...

Enganas-te...

Tás a espera do quê??
que me mostre receptiva as tuas teorias...
blahh...
esquece!

Me!! (Not the truth!!! )

Voodooo people!!

We are the voodoo sins!!

WANTED!!!

Admito!

recebo a carta,
recolho o orgulho,
i por leves segundos,
sou leve,
como tu aparentas!

We never know whats on a liars mouth!!!

i never knew, and now i know!
or at least i though it was that way!

who lies once lies twice!!
true??

i though so!! O_o

does god exists??

can anyone answer this for me??
is he really a he??
does he helps out and punishes?

i dont think so!!
god is a myth for the hopeless!
i believe in something,
myself!!
i can do whatever i want if i want,
i just have to fight for it!!


we control,
sometimes i think!
unfortunately we control what happens,
when does it happen,
where does it happen,
and if it will be in a good use or not?


i know i know...
we cant control everything!!
mother nature is a big responsible for part of the things that happen!!
but if we cant control it at all,
we can make it better!!
we also can make it worse it is up to US!!

i dont believe in god, but i respect who does!!!
i just dont respect the mothers and grandmothers that force their young to belive it..

pray and god will help you at school,
oh, im gonna pray so my boyfriend comes back fast!

is it gonna work??
i dont think so...

but i think,
no!
even better i know!!

we are the ones!!
good or not, we are the responsible for our selfs!!
so...
lets give it a good use!!!
lets show our selfs that we dont need to believe in something that we dont know if it even exists!!
lets put our selfs on moving for our dreams, hopes, and fears!!!

but please dont forget,
if casually god does not exist,
devil,
it does not exist too!!!

dont get me wrong!!
i really respect who believes in god..
im just trying to show my point without being disrespectful,
and,
trying to help!!!

Who cares!!

i felt it before, its the same thing over and over again!
sou reclusa, tornei-me reclusa!
nao me interessa!
Já interessou mas agora...nah!
and i try to find an explanation, for this!!
mas quê??
lá nada...
porra, e se alguem me pudesse ajudar era ideal..
mas sinceramente na quero,
se for foi, se na for...
CAGA!!!

Fodasss!!!

Descobri uma cena simplesmente Genial....

when it crushes theres nothing you can do...

infelizmente exa cena tambem serve para mim!!

e agora??

vou ser uma tótó!!

pk??

cuz it crushed on me!!!


HELPPPPPP!!!

im trying to convince myself that this song is perfect for me!!

Good Charlotte
I Dont Wanna Be In love!!

Big yellow taxi!!

heya, i heard this sonng on my english class, i was sick of it, but now i just cant stop hearing it!!!!!








They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

With a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot

Don't it always seem to go

That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot



[Vanessa Carlton]

Ooooh, bop bop bop

Ooooh, bop bop bop



[Adam]

They took all the trees, and put em in a tree museum

And they charged the people a dollar and a half to see them

No, no, no

Don't it always seem to go

That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

They paved paradise, and put up a parking lot



[Vanessa]

Ooooh, bop bop bop

Ooooh, bop bop bop



[Adam]

Hey farmer, farmer, put away your DDT

I don't care about spots on my apples,

Leave me the birds and the bees

Please

Don't it always seem to go

That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

Hey now, they paved paradise to put up a parking lot

Why not?



[Vanessa]

Ooooh, bop bop bop

Ooooh, bop bop bop



[Adam]

Listen, late last night, I heard the screen door slam

And a big yellow taxi took my girl away

Don't it always seem to go

That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

Well, don't it always seem to go

That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone

They paved paradise to put up a parking lot

Why not?

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

Hey hey hey

Paved paradise and put up a parking lot



[Vanessa]

Ooooh, bop bop bop

Ooooh, bop bop bop



[Adam, Vanessa]

I don't wanna give it

Why you wanna give it

Why you wanna giving it all away

Hey, hey, hey

Now you wanna give it

I should wanna give it

Now you wanna giving it all away



Hey, paved paradise to put up a parking lot

i love this little draws, they r so cute, yup, i know, IM FREAKED OUT!!

I cant take my eyes of you!!

I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IM PUBLISHING THIS....IM SICK FOR FUCK SAKES!!!

Oh my fucking God!!

i cant believe this, its back..
im feeling it again, i had almost forgotten how it feels..

its like a Volcano inside,
everything is coming from the inside...

Oh Snap...

is the fucking stupid spring again!
now it came on me..

Fds..agr nao era preciso!!

cut me down!

this aint a scene,
im not pretending when i say..

for fuck sakes cut me down, put me down,

show whats right or wrong,
tell all your scary faces,

dont let me see them..

im not prepared for it.

But..
what am I prepared for?

i dunno...

the world does not show me the fears i should have,
it makes me fear..

just that..

and,
in the middle of this madness,
im here,
and you are,Oh well,
Somewhere!!

im the threat like we all are..
im not ready..
but i will never be..
and thats the reason why
his absence rimes with absinthe,
it get us drunk...

where the hell are u,
stop scratching your balls like a fagot!!

for fuck sakes time is running out..

hurry up before is too late..

oh fuck..


it is already too god damn late!!

fuck you!

Dear mother...

I never intended to be everything u wanted,
but still,
i wish i were more than this,
i never knew if i loved u,
i dont regret such thing...
but still,
u were the one,
cuz theres no one as special as U!
sometimes, or maybe,
almost always,
i might hate you,
but that as a reason so strong as the reasons why i love you,
never,
but never ignore that fact,
that im still here,
i just,
sincerely hope,
in a next chance u can change,
i hope so much,
or as much as i hope to change my self,
Always!

today is that day,
i should call you,
-hey mom, happy mothers day,
but i wont!
and thats why,
i cant say i love you,
but u were sometimes there...

Well thats more than nothing...

I Love You!!

spring is coming,
i feel it in the air tonight!!
your skin comforts mine,
touches my fragile senses.
i couldn't ask for better than this,
i have tonight,
U have me tonight...

but it wont last much longer...

the morning is coming,
and everything turns back to normal again!
i said the last love words long ago...

Im far from a happy ending,
but close from what i want!
i dont want an I Love You!!
i want a friend,
occasional meetings,
nothing more nothing less...

Cuz that makes sense to me,
it erases the conflict inside,
as im sliding of my clothes,
as it turns the disire...
To fire,
it makes sense,
it seems right,
both asking!!

At the end at the day its all the same,
im here,
your there,
both happy or not,
it doesn't matter!

Your asking it,
i cant,
i dont want to,
i gave it,
everything i could,
i gave it to you,
Stop!
its crashing on my brain,
go right to the point,
To God Damn Late!

Stupid spring...

dont forget my friend!!

Nohing More, Nothing Less!

chuva, e desespero....

quero que me veneres,
que caias a meus pés,
que ressuscites as minhas glorias,
trás me de volta o que há muito perdi,
e que tarde reflecti!

molha as minhas faces,
trás me aquela,
a sensação,
o frio,
o medo,
tudo!!

não me deixes desesperar!
não me faças esperar,
arrisca,
faz a boa acção!

tira me da luz,
trás me o teu conforto!!

Alcohol!

Alcohol does not console,
it does not fill the psychological voids,
but makes up for the absence of God.

It does not compensate the man,
on the contrary,
it animates his madness,
and transports him,
to supreme places,
where he can be the master of his own destiny!

it does not help,
but it does,
yes
it spreads your wings higher,
higher than you ever thought you could...

but how,
how can we,
simple servants of democracy,
refuse it,
not...

we can,
but i wont!

Hate Me...

preferences?
i only have one.
I´d rather have your hate than have you...

cuz this is not healthy, this miracle state we confined our selfs in.
no!
i don´t want this, pretending that i like you, so i don´t hurt you..
forget it.

hate in ways..
ways hard to swallow...

so that way, you stay away from me, and i stay really far away from you..
this is not the way i want, is the way it has to be!

matter of trust!

daily?? ?

every day
here i am
evrything i say
is like spam

no one hear it
even if i crwal
its a daily thing..
people crwaling
for nothing!

and U?
yes...
i knew it,
you r nothing but an egg
after broken,
theres no chance of recovering!

but im still..
quiet!
just waitting, for my deep revenge!
then,
ill get up, and excuse me
but
i will not stand on the ground with u!

Where'd You Go?

Where'd You Go?
do we?
do we really wanna know?
i dont..
so i cant follow u

For my friend!´

ill...

ill be a refugee inside..
cuz society keeps me lost, wandering looking for solutions..

everytime someone says...destiny...

bullshit!!

Poor litle saw!

hey, hey apple...(this is one of the reasons why i hate orange)

Doces...

hoje notei
e anotei
a sociedade é amarga
mas nós e que nos iludimos
com a sua falsa docura
dao nos engodos,doces e rebuçados
a fim de nos consolar!
conseguem sempre o que querem os sacanas
ai na sei quê, isto é o melhor a fazer neste momento,

Blá bla bla..

mas nao, nao é o melhor a fazer, o mehor pra eles talvez...
mas quem se F*** somos nós..

por isso decidi..
tou de dieta, doces?´
Só aqueles que eu provido para mim!!

faithful..

but why do I feel the sufferings of others,
not eliminated the pain,
not mine,
not yours,
nor those of anyone!
Do not ask for the prayers
Do not chase light
so little darkness
reflected what I needed
but not reaching the conclusion
now I do not care,
the end
is always the same
I here
you there
and so remain
breathe until the decision
until the advance is the lead ...
I will be faithful
I want to
and what do not want
to call me sighs
faithful
As always wanted
but ill never know if i could!!

Perfect...

**i really hate the song but the lyrics rock...**



Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to the plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing is alright

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

for all of you...

Por Vós...

Ás minhas relutâncias, cederei!
Pelo que me encadeou correcto, resisterei?
Será o mais acertado!
Pois que, no esgar do oculto sobrevivem as respostas.
E a tais não causarei o agrado, aos meus receios!
se por sombras me atemorizas, as claras vos defrontarei.
afirmo e assino as linhas do meu testemunho
consinto o que presumiste
vou me entregar...

Esqueci as resistencias
nelas não me embeberei mais...

Sinta a nudez da afronta,
porque assim o será, Três mandamentos cessarei no meu consciente a reformar...

ressente...
acorda...
enfrenta!

Storm...

crossed once crossed forever...

am I different now?
why?
cuz i crossed it!
i crossed the storm.
i ventured myself to see whats in the other side.
im not dead, i feel it
crawling trough my skin!

Afrodisíaco?? ?

Porquê?? ?
Porque comer chocolates a dois é sempre mais "carismático" do que comer uma feijoada...
A dois!! !

Festa?? ?

A vida é uma iminente festa!
Disso não tenho menor duvida.
Mas...
Por vezes sinto que não a consigo aproveitar como deve de ser.

Talvez isso tenha uma resposta simples!

Muita festa seguida dá o quê??

Sim,a vida é uma iminente festa!
Mas também pode ser uma superlativa ressaca!! !

Simpatia...

Será mesmo correcto?
O acordo de bons modos a que nos sujeitamos dia a dia..
Serão mesmo as verdades?
Os ensinamentos que nos são transmitidos...
Receio ceder á Menina.
Á doce simpatia!
Onde parece tão fácil me refugiar.
Reflicto sobre as consequências,
apesar de se assimilarem distantes!
E agora?
Onde afogarei minhas aflições?
As que adquiri na demanda pela doce simpatia..
Mas no final deste circo de etiquetas,
apenas algo me resta, pouco ou nada?
Deliberei minhas preferências.
E ansiei certas conclusões..

Prefiro a Honestidade segura que a simpatia Recruta!

White Thorns..

As i lay down,forcing myself to strive
cloning the emotion over and over again

as i turn my heart to ashes
spelling your hate
and turning myself inside
where i feel safe
i don't mind
of getting alone again

that's what i always say..
but not what i always feel..

i guess..

thinking about suffer...
its worse than the pain...

so ill ask you...
maybe beg...

stab me with white thorns...

so i can feel the pure pain..
and lastly feel alive...

Para mim, existem dois tipos de vencedor...
Os sobreviventes.
E os que morrem no leito da tentativa....
selma ponte

Esperança...

Por entre as sebes do meu ser
encontrei um recanto
um novo silvar
Condenado pela amargura
Esventrado de aflições
Mas não livre das cárceres
Aquelas a que não nos subordinámos
Nem tão pouco ansiámos
mas mesmo assim
lá nos encontramos
desnudados da paixão
Rebeldes nos uivos da noite
que por nós aclamam
pelo melhor..
O indefinido!
Sempre prevalecerão,
ás raízes que desconhecemos,
ás que mais tememos.
Pois nelas se encontram
os confins do meu ser
E por ai vagueia
A minha fraca e subtil esperança...

Like A God Damn Soap...

I can say that i spend enough time trying to understand what is happiness...

actually...

a lot of time...

until now i never had a...good point what is this Pandora box...

now...i got my point...

For me happiness is like a god damn soap...

During a shower:

1st-you start by having it

2nd-it falls out of your hand

3rd-you look for it..

4th-you grab it...yeah

5th-it falls again

6th-you give up(i can live without a stupid soap)

7th-you fall

why cuz you stumbled on the the soap...

conclusion?

it was always there...
but you didn't see it..

why?
cuz that's the way things are...
i guess..

Limits...

there´s only one limit in life...
The limit between happiness and sadness..

And i like to be close of it...

cuz that way its harder to feel sad all of a sudden...

the same for happiness...

Day by Day...

One day im feeling total...
the other im split in two..

my brain runs away,avoiding the thoughts..

The smartness i never asked for!

The same problems roam around sadness,spreading incisive sure..
able to challenge and connect..
right and wrong..
undefined meanings...

my preferences no longer matter..
the cycle pick them up for me..
redefining whats wrong or right..
however i see the evil in front of me...
he will always be ahead...
and i will always kneel to it...

And I will stop fighting..
cuz theres no longer an option...

beside what is in my mind...

the only setback is...
I cant find myself...
how can the evil find me?? ?
Day by Day...

Something...

Once someone said:

"I dont need something,
that hurts more than nothing."

this is why i truly belive that we dont need anything to be happy...
Just ourselfs...
and a really open mind....

Who?? ? Me?? ?

Who Am I?? ?

well I'm...

wait...
but who the hell am I??
i know my name my age i know what i like the most...
who i like the most...
my favourite colour...
my favourite place...

I know all this things but...

even knowing all this details about me,that i ALMOST surely know that I'm the only one that knows it...

(at least i hope so)

do I know who i am?

wait...
but do ""I""even exist...
like...

I'm here,i can speak,see,smell,taste,love,feel pain....

but...
everyone can do this things...so how do I know that I'm not just another one...

another lost soul waiting for my turn to switch off...

but thinking like this...
we all are like switchers...

on and off...
dead or alive is not more than that...

we are born to die some day..

so that puts me to think...
who am I....

if I'm like everyone else...

________Happiness________
Do we ever feel happy without having what we want?

I dont think so...

for Mr "O Perdido"

well...
do you guys know my post "finding emptiness...
well...
actually the ideia isnt all from me...
I have a friend that taught me what means nothing....
andre gil...
on a really cool fun moment he told me his ideia of nothing...
so i have no more thing to say but thank you "bichinho"...

Finding Emptiness..

How can we define emptiness...

supposedly...empty means,nothing...
I'm I right...

but I still don't get it..what is "nothing"
can i eat it...
does nothing even exists..
and...
how do I know that i have nothing...
but wait...the word "have" means that there is something...
what?? ?
i don't know...
but it still is something...

its like if you were looking for an answer in the middle of...

Nothing...

or...

on the emptiness of knowledge...

Don´t Be a Fool...

Do you still believe that someone is going to be there for you?! ?
Do you Really believe that something or someone will make things easier for you....

Get real....

I lost My self....

sometimes I'm walking....
on the way to school, going to the doctor, hairdresser, home, a friends house, a damn lonely walk, or even walking just for walk...
i don't understand what I'm seeing..
i look around and i don't see a thing...
people talking with each other..
empty conversations that i cant keep up...
why, i don't know, maybe i don't want to...
i try to open my mind to the things that I'm seeing, but i don't know where is the rupture point of my mind...
the skill of hanging on the lost procreation..

i want to hold back my soul, to avoid the eye contact between me and the emptiness of the sad eyes of destiny...

cuz much as i walk or covet to, i never find a destiny, an arrival point where i should know how to stop....

now I'm on my own...

but..
since my life began i knew it was just me and the way i wanted to go...

well,when i was a child ,i always wanted to go to the moon...
and know that seems the best option cuz that's the only solid way that i know...

and for know...
I'm just walking...
looking...

Looking for a way to my inside...

What Am I Born to do...

What am I doing in this world...

were i made to walk in this world...
to see the secrets of the hidden sunlight...
the sickness of the dawn...
the perversions of the Innocent looks...
to feel the weight of a smooth and kind look of the unknown child...
i honestly don't get it..
do we have a mission, a miss understood to solve,,
a mystery hidden in our souls ready to be almost solved..
will i ever understand WTF am i doing in this piece of everything that i call world...
place for survivors, no place for the weak walkers...
no ideals ready to be used, no sources of contentment...

and IF I'm born to be a simple human being??
probably right..
But...
what is the human being...

this small taste of some sort of feelings..

i don't know what am i born to do..
i don't even know if it is right to think that i should even do something...

but one thing i know...

We all live cuz We Want to understand, Learn, Try, Create and Customize What We don't See.

Hummm...

Yesterday i was drinking my daily coffee and it was tasting so well that i said a slight "hummm..."

Then i started to think____-how many times do I say "hummm..." per day??
Good question....
Well...guess what...i started to count my daily "hummm"...
conclusion??
I actually say around 10 "humm... " per day!! !

Thereafter i realized that pleasure is present in the most simple things of my day....
Like for example...
when i feel the sunlight in my face...
when i see my friends...(at least some of them)
when i feel a slight touch..(hummmm...)

simple things like this you know??

but the best damn thing about this is that when you say a humm...
you don't give it the the value it deserves, it means you don't realize that you are feeling a simple pleasure of life...

not very intelligent but pretty simple...

Mrs.officials of the municipal council

My friends I have something really important to tell you.....
the municipal workers suck...
Why??...
good question...let me have the pleasure of answer to that.....
imagine yourself...in a glorious moment..more specifically starting a pleasure moment...
##in a bathroom##
And,a stupid municipal worker enter in the same bathroom...ya...that one where u r about to start the glorious moment...
whats next??...
i think you can already imagine whats next...
the glorious moment is interrupted cuz a really sweet municipal worker wanted to clean the god damn bathroom...
so here´s some advice...
if you wanna have a good moment...stay far from municipal workers....

Perfection....

According to my dictionary,perfection is something with no mistakes at all...

perfect is that pretty litle thing that we all want..

Aperfect life...

perfect match....

the perfect sex....

the perfect friend...

A lot of things cude be perfect,But their not...

perfection is not something that you can find or create,you have to open your eyes and think...this is perfection...the power of see things as you want...

The power of your mind,to create and imaginate new things...

to increase that same power,and to say to yourself at the end of the day that you are free to create perfection...for me...

thats perfect!!